Irritable

I don't know what is it about this time of year but I become such a grouch. Actually, I think I know the reason why but it is things that I can't change. For starters, I absolutely HATE being cold. It seems that December is not that bad here but January and February are horrible! Next, there is such a let down of happy feelings of emotions that I always seem to get for the holidays. Also, not to mention my birthday. Birthdays should be fun but as I get older I feel like I am one foot closer to the cemetary. This year was especially hard because I turned the big 3-0! And finally it seems that Mark tends to travel more in the first part of the year for work and I detest playing single mom!!!