Barely Awake

I am for the most part exhausted. Why? Well it is a series of events and reasons that have me tired all the time. First, I have two very active and stubborn children. Jakob keeps me on my toes with all his antics and Kai is a 7 year old going on 20 or so she thinks. This normally would not make me so tired but that brings me to point two. Mark is out of town...AGAIN! He was out of town in Memphis last week, Ohio this week, and then will be in Indiana next week. So I am playing single mommy during the week. And finally, I am just a worry wart by nature. I am worried about so many things that I know I can't control. But these things keep me awake at night. So if I could ask for one late birthday present I would ask for 2 ambiens and a non-interrupted weekend of sleep.