It is official...I suck

Well it is official...I suck! I'm not playing around or having a pity party as my mom calls is, but I really do suck. Lately I have been feeling just so overwhelmed. We are in the process of relocating to Houston for Mark's job. I know that this would and should make me happy but I am just so stressed out about it. We went to Houston last week and found the most perfect house and put a contract down on it. While we were in Houston Kai stayed with some friends so that she wouldn't miss school or her field trip. I feel guilty saying this but it was nice not having her around for the week. Sure I missed her but as soon as we got home her attitude and disrespectful behavior started right back up. It was like she was punishing us for being gone. Due to all of the going ons Jakob has started watching ALOT more tv. Also, I am failing as a wife by not keeping a neat house and cooking less than par meals for our family. My weight loss has taken a major set back. In fact when I'm stressed I eat more. So I am actually gaining weight. I just wish that this move was over with so life could go back to normal.